ok, yeah, i fucked up this time. but not for the reasons you want me to say.
i don't think i made a mistake in dating you, despite the fact that many people want me to say that. but i did make the mistake of allowing myself to get so close. i decided to try to not be so guarded, because i thought i could trust you. it turns out that was my biggest flaw: trusting you. i now see that that was just seen by you and others as a joke.
so, thanks for the lesson. my heart is going under lock and key. i will only allow myself to be close to the people i'm already close to, who haven't let me down. i won't allow anyone else in.
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