still.

i don't feel alive anymore. i just feel like i'm taking up space while life continues to go on around me. i go through day to day motions, react to people, and sometimes throw in my own two cents, but it's like i'm on autopilot. i don't feel in control, yet i don't feel the rush of being out of control. sometimes i don't even feel like my life's worth living anymore.


woke up and wished that i was dead
with an aching in my head
i lay motionless in bed
i thought of you and where you'd gone
and let the world spin madly on

everything that i said i'd do
like make the world brand new
and take the time for you
i just got lost and slept right through the dawn
and the world spins madly on

i let the day go by
i always say goodbye
i watch the stars from my window sill
the whole world is moving and i'm standing still

woke up and wished that i was dead
with an aching in my head
i lay motionless in bed
the night is here and the day is gone
and the world spins madly on

i thought of you and where you'd gone
and the world spins madly on.