i've come to the realization that i shouldn't be left alone with myself. for too long at least. i'm just not very good at being alone without becoming melancholy. and then i start feeling sorry for myself and the people who are forced to associate with me.
i've never much cared for new year's resolutions. i'm terrible at making them. i'm even worse at actually keeping them. but this year, i'm thinking to save myself i'm going to have to. you know how most masochistic people are assumed to be cutters? as in physically hurting themselves? yeah, i'm more of an emotional masochist. whenever i feel it's necessary, i do the equivalent of slitting my wrists with my ego/personality/whatever the hell it is. so new year's resolution?
no more.
no more emotional masochism. no more metaphorically slitting my soul. no more abusing my heart. it's time to get over myself and start being happy for once.
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