roles.

i'm having a "scrubs" kinda day. not in that i feel like my life is an episode of "scrubs," but i just feel like getting about five seasons on DVD and watching them back to back.

i found this book in my closet called "the girl's guide to loving yourself." pervy jokes aside, i got to thinking about this book and the message it sends out; even though it is directed towards middle/high school girls (you know, the adolescent/early teenage years) i feel like there was a reason for me finding it. i wrote in an earlier blog that i was going to have to do a lot of self-discovery work this summer, but i really don't know if i have. i mean, if i have it hasn't made a difference at all.

we talked about this acting coach in my theater class this past semester and his theory was that our life is just one role that we're continuously playing. so, theoretically, you could switch roles if you ever felt the need to. i feel like i don't want to entirely switch roles, but my current role could definitely use a bit of a make-over. personality wise. i mean, it's worth a shot.

ohhhh and i was looking through random blogs and found this:
Welcome to the story of my life...

This is the chapter where the only boys who show interest in me are ones who have girlfriends.

I'm ready for the end of this chapter.
i'm living this chapter. i want it to end as well. i wonder how things worked out for her?