UPDATE.

ok, for reals this time.

things are most definitely looking up.

->i have an interview at applebees tomorrow. while i'm not ecstatic about having to work again, having money is gonna be sweet.
->i found out that i CAN'T drop the class i wanted to, but i DO have much more time to finish the paper and service learning i thought i was gonna bomb, giving me much more confidence in my ability to actually finish them and do them well.
->i feel really good about all of my other classes. i'm actually excited about going to them and feel like i'm doing well in them. although, i do think i'm going to give the art minor thing another try. the more i'm getting into psych, the more i'm realizing it's not really my thing.
->i'm also more confident in my choice to change my major to history. in fact, i think i'll do that tomorrow at some point. i love english, but i think i'm going to find a better fit in history.
->my sister and her friend are coming to visit this weekend!! i've missed them so.
->i'm getting to hang out with the best friends ever tonight. this is going to be a night to remember without actually remembering it.
->i'm really learning to let go of the past. i thought i had accomplished this before (for the most part, anyway) but it turns out i was just repressing feelings and, mostly, regrets. now that i've realized this, i've got so much more confidence in my ability to just let things go.
->i feel healthier. i'm eating. i'm eating well. i'm working out. and now, i just feel good.

now, if we could just get a little warm weather, things would be as close to perfect as they've been in a while.