idk what to do.

i really don't.

i know these aren't real feelings for him. i know it's just my insane hormones and all this extra oxytocin that's been released recently.

but it's making me confused around him. it's making me act noticeably different/stranger/more awkward/crazier around him. it's making me lonelier/sadder when i leave him.

i don't know what to do.