it.

i had it.
i had it and i lost it.
i barely had it for 1/3 of the year.
i thought once i did have it, it would've lasted longer than that.
i had a taste of it, and now i'm left wanting it again.
but you don't want it anymore. at least not with me.
and now i'm stuck watching other people have it again.


i do not like this, sam i am.