Wednesday, August 26, 2009

wrong.

i feel like when i'm replaying last year over in my head, i'm watching a favorite tv show that's gone of the air. like "friends," for instance. i can collect the dvds. i can watch re-run after re-run, but the stories all end the same. now, those characters have gone on to live imaginary lives that the writers can barely dream about. no new season's going to come out, and i'm in the spin-off, "joey." who knows what will become of it? will it be a success? so far it's nothing like the original, except for a few of the members of the cast. and i mean VERY FEW members of the cast. hardly anyone's back. let me rephrase: hardly anyone i cared about and hung out with is back. dad says i was hanging out with the wrong people, but i don't see it that way. even if i regret being friends with someone (which has only happened in VERY rare occasions), i can never see them as the wrong people. i've realized i've grown so much since this time last year and i owe that all to the people who i knew and became close to. they were my family. they were my rock, my guiding light, my shoulder to lean on. now i'm back and only a few of those people are here with me. so what if they made bad decisions? i know i sure as hell have. does that make me the wrong person? if that's the case, then who are the right people? i think we're all wrong in some way or another, but try to strive for the best anyway.

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