selfish.

iiiiiii waaannnttt...

to keep my scholarships. (check so far)
this paper to go away. (check)
my biology test over. (check)
to not be in debt. (check)
to have spending money. (check)
a flat stomach. (partial check)
to go to 4th floor tillman.
to understand spanish. (check)
a relationship.
to be happy for more than 24 hours. (check)
a major i can be happy with. (check)
the weekend to be here. now. (check)
the weather to be warmer. (check...for now) (uncheck) (recheck)
a house at the beach.
an escape from my reality.


our truest responsibility to the irrationality of the world is to paint or sing or write, for only in such response do we find the truth.
-madeleine l'engle