boy-crazy.

i have a serious "want what i can't have" problem. when are they gonna start making medication for this?

holly: you mean you're rude?
daniel: yeah, but now it's a disease i can take medication for.
holly: they have pills for rudeness?
daniel: i know...and they can't figure out the middle east. go figure.
-p.s. i love you

i never figured i'd end up being one of those boy-crazy girls. and most of the time, i don't believe myself to be one. but then it kinda all hits me at once. bleh. currently, i've got four problems: a, b, c, and d. b's been phased out entirely. a is almost there. but, damn c and d.

problem a: no, bff, he's not a douchebag. i just didn't handle that nearly as i should have. for that, problem a, i apologize. you're an amazing friend. i really do love you for that.
problem b: you're probably the one guy i ever regret fooling around with. yes, that includes the one who continues to pretend i don't exist. i mean, really? how was i that stupid to believe a word you said?
problem c: ha. it seems the only problem you and i have is your girlfriend. don't act like you didn't feel a connection between us. i guess i'll just take the role of friend. for now.
problem d: why? why? WHY? every single time i talk to you, you make a point of saying you're with your girlfriend. yes, i know you're in a relationship. yes, i know you're very happy. i just wish i would've told you how i felt before your relationship happened.

humans have a knack for choosing precisely the things that are worst for them.
-dumbledore