angels.

i went and saw angels and demons yesterday. it was pretty epic. although, now i feel i need to go back and read the book because ally kept asking me what some differences were between the book and the movie and i'd start off every sentence with "well, i think..." pretty unacceptable.

i had to help out today with a graduates luncheon my church always does for the seniors about to graduate high school. one of the first things their speaker said was "you can't be anything you want." it just isn't possible. but you can and will do what you were born to do, using whatever talents you may possess. this really got me thinking about being an english major and how i really don't think that's what i want to do anymore. i don't want to be a writer, despite how much i love writing, i just couldn't do it for a living. so now one of the first things i'm going to do when i get back up to wu is change my major. again. i just have no idea what to. i think i'm going to have a lot of self discovery going on this summer.

stones taught me to fly,
love taught me to lie,
life taught me to die.
so it's not hard to fall
when you float like a cannonball...
it's not hard to fall
and i don't want to lose
it's not hard to grow
when you know that you just don't know
-damien rice