hopeful.

I really would like to believe in a specific god. I know something created us. We weren't an accidental fluke. There's just no way. Look at a sunset, a baby, the leaves when they change colors, an older person's wrinkles, a human heart. I just can't believe all of that happened by chance. But I don't know how to believe in this father figure of a god when there is no real proof that he exists.

I guess what I'm saying is I wish I had more faith in my faith.

technology.

who'd have ever thought I'd be writing a blog entry from a cell phone? good grief.